The first time I left, it was to work as a caregiver in a foreign city that smelled of diesel and wet pavement. The airport lights looked like a line of lost stars. I carried with me a small aluminum pot and my grandmother’s rosary; my mother pressed a photograph into my palm—our house, captured in a single, sunburned print. In the new country my name became a string of vowels that did not belong to anyone; strangers asked where I was from and then repeated it as if it were a curiosity they might collect. I learned to make adobo in a tiny kitchen that held the echo of my mother’s hands. I learned to fold hospital gowns the way monks fold robes, smooth and precise, a ritual that kept anxiety at bay.